i don't get it and it makes my blood boil

there are a lot of things that i don't get it lately.

for instance,

being old and rude. be careful not to fall because if you do, i don't know if anyone is willing to help. i know i don't.

being overconfident and stubborn. i tell the truth, you ignored. you insist, i listen. at the end of the day if there's something happen, all i can say is i told you so.

being boss and bossy. i am just a puppet that speak her words and actions. i am the portrayed bad person when the really bad one is hiding in the office away from all the feedbacks.

being irresponsible and coward. you can run, hide and tell everyone to direct your call elsewhere because we don't need you yet but when we do, it is easy to track you down after all its such a small compound. think of a solution while you are running because you cant hide forever.

been working for 2 weeks straight and in the 14 days, being oncall for 6 days. EQ was quite high and well maintained until the last day, today. problematic people keep showing up in my face one after another. sometimes i wonder why i still maintained my EQ. isn't it better if i just become a bitch and scream at their face so that they get a taste of how problematic people they are. since i am categorize in the 'bad' group i might as well be the bad person. talk rudely, frown at the people who smile at me, be fierce at whoever that come for help, work slowly, don't greet anyone even those who greet me, be stubborn and talk like you are the wisest man on earth, be unfriendly and sarcastic to whoever that wanted to start a conversation. right back two times more at you bitches.