saddened..

i just heard a sad news from a colleague of mine. what a way to start the week. it just hit my monday blues button in full blast. i don't get monday blues like everyone else because i start work on a sunday. monday suppose to be happy monday because it's the second day of work already. if someone else told me, i still can control myself but for the victim itself to break the news to me, it was too much for me to handle. i wanted to cry the minute she told me but hearing her trembling voice, i try to control myself. i believe she too is trying very hard to get hold of herself. i hate myself for feeling helpless and for not knowing what to say to make her feel better because i know no words can heal the pain she is going through. may time heal her physically and mentally. my thought are with you and i'm so sorry for your loss. i pray in everyway that you will be strong enough to recover to who you are before. get well soon.