*fainted*

it started by me receiving a letter telling me to attend a course. i was delighted because the venue is in a five star hotel. it also means i can escape from work for 3 days. the only part that i dont understand in the letter was the course i am attending. i had no idea what i got myself into but i faxed my feedback by telling them i am attending. when the date got closer, a meeting was held between all the people that is attending. halfway through the briefing on what we are going to expect in the course, my heart stopped beating. to my horror, i just realize what i got myself into. HOW THE HECK I GOT MYSELF INTO ANOTHER RESEARCH PROJECT AGAIN??!!!! *fainted*

and i thought i learned my lesson last year on how it drained every single brain cells i had. *double fainted*

and it made me a bitch trying to finish the research. *triple fainted*

i hate myself for not finding out what the course is all about in the 1st place. i should just take up master or phd because by next year i have already graduated after all the research projects i've gone through. really feel like fainting thinking of going through this nightmare again.