anger management therapy

dear bloggie,

i hate being unhappy. i know the people around me hate me being unhappy. the fact is when i am unhappy, i will complaint non-stop. NON-STOP!! the only way to stop me is to slap me or to distract me. LOL. yeah i know i m like a small kid, i get distracted easily but that is not the point. the way i see it is i need to release all the unhappiness so that i can get it out of my mind and move on with life. when i m done complaining, i forget everything and forgive everyone that make me unhappy. then when the same incident happen again, i get all upset which is why sometimes i think, unforgiving and unforgetable is not a bad thing at all. at least u can avoid unhappy incidents. anyway, since there's no one here for me to complain like a crazy bitch, so i turn to u, my blog. i am doing therapy here, so get out of here if u r already emo enuf. no nid to add more burden.

here goes..

i hate ppl who do not want to learn. worse still if they dont know and they still dont wanna put any effort to learn it.
i hate ppl who are pretentious. worse still if they just wanna take advantage of u.
i hate ppl who are extremely lazy. worse still if the due date is so freaking near and they still dun wanna move a muscle. then expect u to save the day for them.
i hate teamworking especially with ppl who expect u to do everything. thats not teamworking, thats imworking.
i hate ppl who get all the credit for what they have not done.
i hate ppl who assume other ppl dun have their own life.
i hate this bcos for me to succeed, i shall pull u all up to success as well. i will rise above and stop calculating anymore.

here's another one,

i hate spiderwebs
i hate dust
i hate filthiness
i hate darkness
i hate old and run down walls
i hate emptiness
i hate foul smells
i hate spider webs
i hate spiderweb s
i hate spiderwe bs
i hate spiderw ebs
i hate spiderwebs
did i just say i hate spiderwebs?? i freaking hate it. imagine this, i m currently living in a house stuck on a big spiderweb, u get the picture rite?. this house is so filthy i dun even know how ppl can stay in here. i dun even know how i can be convince to rent here. eurrrggghhh! *going insane*
ok..done. therapy over. i m a happier person now.

1st day in enforcement.
well i shouldnt blog much about this because everything is like top secret. LOL!! today i was given a task on updating the phone and fax numbers of all the community pharmacies in kedah. imagine how many phonecalls i made. i sure can pass off as a telephone operator. i m so good at it. who doesnt after so much practice. LOL! 1 thing i realize is when u just say 'this is enforcement, do you have a fax number over there?' the moment they hear enforcement, 180 degree of change to become super alert. often i was asked if there's any problem. i guess they must have done something guilty which is y they are so scared. LOL!! anyway, thats all i can blogged about here. the rest shall remain in my mind or beforgotten. LOL. chao!!