Friday, January 18, 2008

the right thing to do...i need courage.

i hate it when ppl are angry at something else and they turn their anger to u. u try to understand and console them but they shout at u more. so wat to do next? anyone can tell me? u say u understand the situation and they say u dont cos u never experience it. ok fine then u say u dun understand and they say they dunwan to tok to ppl that dun understand. i dunno wat they want anymore. i can be a listener if they have a problem but shouting at me, that is melampau. how can anyone assume someone never experience it b4. fine if u just wanna push ur all ur anger out then tell me. at least i dont have to go through all the brain storming to console. i need a friend like myself. at least we have good anger management. only release anger at things and not ppl.

since i am already emoing, i will continue to emo and make this an emo post. lol. anyway right now i m scared of the future. i cant see anything in front. i need a break. i need time to think and i definitely dont need anymore additional ppl to add to the troubles that i already have. i m a strong person or i used to be. right now i m not. i m struggling to find a way out but if i continue to be an ignorant, i will be lost. i think there's only 1 choice left for me to choose but the problem is when. when will it be the correct time and how much damage will it cause. the tot of it just makes me harder to breathe. i need a walk and some fresh air. chao~

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