having second thoughts

remember in my older posts, i said that the ppl who created internet is a genius?! now i m having second thoughts. INTERNET IS EVIL!!!! i cant seem to concentrate with the computer beside me. i know i m gonna die for the 2nd time if i dun put any effort in but the thought of putting so much effort in and still not doing any better kills me. i need rehabs to cure this addiction. lol.

i wanna go out, yum cha, party and watever but i cant seems to bring myself cos i will feel guilty for not studying. this is a disease. i cant wait for the test to be over. after that i still need to prepare for 2 big presentation the week after. busy weeks ahead till CNY!! wat a life.... luckily my leaves were approved for the cny. many many days. i like! it is time for me to take a break. enuf is enuf...NOT! i still see many to come. LOL!! i m consoling myself so ignore watever nonsense i m telling.

anyway i saw the news today on johor MIC deputy chief being shot. wtf..we are talking about a professional killer??! i never tot that we have that in malaysia. yea mayb i m jakun. so now if u dun like a person then u just hire a professional killer and then wah la..less a hatred? wat have our society become?? shock is all i left to say. come to think of it, 10 years ago, robbery is the ultimate big issue now robbery is like ntg. there're more bigger issues like RAPE, ABDUCTION and now professional killer??!! our society is having problems. we dun go around raping ppl or abducting kids if we dont have a problem. i think someone have to think of a way to solve this problem b4 it become a norm. something need to be done and it has to be fast. y not setting up a committee to improve the safety of the ppl like for example setting up cctv everywhere. if not enuf funds for it is the excuse, then just ask for donation then. there's 20 million population in malaysia and if everyone were to donate 1 ringgit, then there will be like 20 million ringgit for a start. it has to start somewhere.

ok..enuf of this..back to books. chao!!