baby~

looks like this blog is sooooooo dead!!! haha..whatever..like i care..

anyway..it's been nearly 2 months i am here which means i haven't see my family for 2 months except on skype of course. unfortunately it's getting less and less everyday because i m busy with the exams here and they are busy with well practically with their own life. i miss them. i miss my house, my bed, my char kuey tiao, the foood and everything and last but not least and the most important of cos i miss my bf the most. its like 2 months already and we are still alive and kicking which is really amazingly great. i sometimes surprise myself as i m a person who do not believe in a long distance relationship and since now i am IN a relationship which is quite a distance from here to malaysia, it is just so unbelievable. i just hope that we will try our hardest to maintain this relationship. trusting each other and all. sometimes it is just so hard as we are so far away. i just miss all the time we are together. it hurts not to be with him. i want him so badly to be here right now. ok..i m emoing here..so for the ppl with enuff probs already in their head..go away..this is practically an emo post. ok say i am clingy or watever. i can handle that. he is that 1 person that makes me all clingy compare to all my previous relationship which only means 1 thing..oh nooo..i think i m really into this guy. *freak out* ok i have to pray hard ntg will happen to us in this 1 year and everything will be 'sun sun lei lei' *fingers crossed* ok baby..if u see this post i miss you..and i m so proud of us..2 months wei..we r still surviving..woot~~..hahaha okla..u take care and be safe always..

to be continued* as i think i need to run to lab now..life is so busy here..argh!!!!! hate it..anyway will be all over in 1 month time or so..chao~