doomed

hmm..y is it that when life is so busy i can still waste my time like time doesnt matter anymore?!..life will juz go on eventually whether i m doing something or not at that time..this is a bad sign rite?..yeah i know its bad..i m unmotivated at all..i dont feel like studying, i dont feel like remembering, i dont feel like researching and i dont feel like writing any essay..blueks!! there's two essay waiting for me to write n i had zero idea how to do it n where to start..i dun even understand the question well or wat the lecturer wants..n i can still waste my time..nyek nyek nyek~~..okok here i m complaining nonstop..u guyz muz be bored n some of u will kinda have hypertension reading such stressful complains..but who cares anyway..this is my blog n i decide wat to write..n now i wanna complain nonstop..wakaka..okok nutcase here..ignore..(great..now i m wasting my time blogging when i need to study)

interpretation test is next thurs..clueless? yeap!!..scared? hell yeah!!.. there is a need to study for this test but the problem is what to study..it feels like there's so much to study yet there's actually nothing to study..miss V says that all we have to do is use the brain..hmm..when m i not using the brain in a test?? total crapz..my brain is super lazy recently..not really functioning well..there's mental block..any medicine to clear all the block n make me alert again??..oh yeah..she says that we need to have all the fatcs on our finger tips..and the moment we get the question paper..all we need to do is start interpretating..hmm..talking about reading the question paper..i hope the question is not long..if not it will take a hell lot of my time reading it cos i m slow in reading..n we merely have about 1 n a half hours to finish the paper..gosh..how can i finish it on time..plus we need to write clearly and neatly..(kinda impossible when i m rushing..the handwritting will turn into cacing in reflex) hmm..in other words I M DOOMED!!!