changes

when i am depressed, i tend to be super productive. be it in tidying up, work, studies or even small small chores people ask me to do.

when i am depressed, i hate people who wants you to be engage in cat fights eventhough u already back off till the edge of the universe. what the hell is wrong with these people? i didnt know fighting is an OCD. cacat betuii.

when i am depressed, i love to be pampered but not being sympathized at. oh wee..there goes all my money.

when i am depressed, i am amazed how kind and helpful i turn out to be. recycle, charity, cancer awareness, elderly crossing the road, people trying to cross the zebra line, grandma or auntie looking lost in the city. helping them help me to get over my blues..

when i am depressed, i tend to pretend that i am not depressed. since this is obviously a super depressing post, lets talk about something happier in order to go in line with this 'pretending not to be depressed' LOL!!!

march is a month of changes. i cannot say that i dont like changes but too many changes at once need a little getting used to. first changes is my pharmacy. it is on renovation right now. we drew the plan and discussed everything with the contractor before the renovation began. now it turned out that i need to be the contractor instead. you will be amazed at how illogical some structures turn out to be. for instance extending the building but not fixing the ceiling. how can you not fix the ceiling when the whole building is going to be fully air condition. what is the point of putting aircond when there are holes at the side of the wall joining to the roof. then the issue of fixing the filter. centralizing filter for the whole building water pipes is a good idea but can you imagine flushing the toilet with water that is so clean you can even drink it on its own. considering the amount of water needed for a flush and the frequency of people going to the toilet, it will just shorten the life span of the filter. many more stuff that i lazy to elaborate.

my head of dispenser is leaving me today because she got promoted. there will be someone replacing her. hopefully this someone will be as capable as her. i have never met any u32 that is so capable before. she help me a lot. decision making, staff management, fighting for our rights and many more. if she was to go to the private sector, i believe she can hold a very high position. the one thing that i dont understand is why is she still here in malaysia when her husband is in london. LOL!!!

a new boss will be here end of this month. massive changes to the whole pharmacy department because there are some rumours going on that there will be reshuffling. i might not be sitting in this current office that i am in. i am prepared for all the position they might throw at me but i really hope i dont get store. i managed store once for a week. i nearly turned everything upside down. so many procedures to follow. it was fun for a week but i dont know if i cant take that up as permanent.

i will be moving house end of this month too. at last we finally found a suitable house after a search for nearly a month. it was hard to find a house in baling. we search every single taman there is in baling and talk to every single chinese we saw. the conclusion of the one month search:-

1. everyone in baling knows us.

2. all houses in baling have 3 rooms and most of the 3rd rooms are store rooms. super small.

3. when they know you are a doctor or a pharmacist, the rental can be raised exponentially high. so we pretend to be nurses but failed can die.

4. we became expert in all the roads and tamans in baling.

5. baling people are superbly rich because they buy house not to stay nor rent them out. i dont even know what are they up to. come back once a year. 364 days outstation. the thing is new houses are build and they can buy 5 houses in a row and not wanting to sell or rent them out. if this is not superbly rich, i dont know what to call them.

6. everyone knows each other in baling. everyone is connected to each other. wth. never talk bad about others and never do any bad stuff. you are being watch every second. like wisteria lane (desperate housewives) seriously.

for the finding house mission. no one win because we found the house by talking to a super talkative couple that knows everyone in baling. hahahaha.

anyway, thats it. too lazy to type already. update soon on the changes when it happen.