too quiet is a problem for me

sometimes i need silence. sometimes i need noise. sometimes it feels like neither silence nor noise seems right for me. humans are always like that. never will they be satisfy with whatever they have. the problem with me is i was surrounded with noise for 18 years and suddenly there is silence, it felt so wrong for me. i've been having insomnia for the past 2 days now. not because i got gazilions stuff to worry about. i just cant sleep when it is so quiet. it is as if i am sleeping in space or something. u might think baling will be more quiet but u are wrong. my room's ceiling fan in baling is damn noisy but as annoying as it can get, it is also the lullaby to my sleep. i slept so well that there are times i dun feel waking up for work. LOL. luckily i'll be back to baling tommoro for my good night rest. how ironic when i only got a tilam and a plastic cupboard in baling compare to a fully furnish with aircon room back home and i cant sleep well in my own room. jeez..