Sunday, March 23, 2008

i m not feeling right

i woke up today feeling energetic. i was up more early than usual and i tried dressing myself up to work as slowly as possible but still failed. it was still so early. drove all the way to work at 80km/h and i felt like a tortoise so freaking slow. even the lorry overtook my car. wat the heck. i m just gonna think postive that i m doing myself good by saving petrol and reaching my workplace just in time. i lost the plot halfway on the highway. tried walking as slowly as possible to the store still i was one of the earliest there. so the whole morning i was sitting there flipping files and books to kill the boredom and sleepiness away. no matter how good m i in wasting time, i cant kill the time in store. its darn too much free time till it drained all my energy away. i felt tired and edgy. can u believe that i got tired because there was NOTHING for me to do??!!

my another colleague got so tired of boredom ran to the counter to find stuff to do. see how desperate the boredom pushed us to?! the tiredness and edgyness lasted till i finished work. even the ppl i enjoy their company with wont cheer me up. i felt like dying. store really can kill. LOL! ok..i might have exaggerated a little but u know how it feels like. i hope there's stuff for me to do tommoro. even 1 stuff i will be contented. i will try to do to the extend it will take up the whole day. hahahaa. now u understand y some ppl just work so slow. LOL!! words of advise for myself - higher hopes brings higher disappointment. never expects, take as it comes. ok..will update when i feel like babbling nonsense here. LOL!

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