mabuk

i hate being drunk. all my life, i was only drunk once and i totally hate the feeling of it. the headache, the dizziness, the rashes and of cos the hangover the next day. that is the only time i let myself get drunk because i was curious how it feels to be drunk and somebody wants me drunk. lol. i drank half a bottle of white wine or maybe more. it was the last big gulp that i felt my whole body was burning and everything was spinning. i was gonna pass out anytime and bugger i wasn't let to pass out because i still need to do all the small small stuff like taking out my contact lenses or my eye cells will die. lol. anyway this time it wasnt wine that makes me drunk but it's antibiotics. never heard b4 leh...this antibiotic is making everything around me spin. mayb i got overdose or something. i can even smell the antibiotics in my urine. yucks. dun say i dun warn u but i m drunk now. lol...prepare for crappy post.

ever wondered if u have make a wrong choice and u cant turn back. mayb u can but u will waste all the efforts that u put in it. its a do or die situation. ok..i m exaggerating. mayb time will turn the situation better. on the other hand, i m tired of running away from the truth. so tired that i can feel i m at the edge. i dunno wat is wrong and right anymore. i dun have any control of it anymore. my world is not black and white anymore but grey. i think i need to do some soul searching. i need to know myself better so that i can move on from there. ok enufff of emoing.

since i have like gazillion photos in my desktop i dun think i can post up all 1 shot so i try to post 1 photo per post. so at least i no nid cerita like crazy. okla in other word i m lazy la. hahaaha


here i present u...Berliner Weisse. its a mixture of syrup and beer. if u hate the taste of beer, just add a lil syrup and stir it. it will be damn nice. sweet. hahaha. see the bottom red part, its the syrup. when u stir it, the whole drink become red. super cool. if u wan a green drink than add green syrup then. lol.

anyway thats it folk i need to go. chaoz.