emo..

beware of EMO post. those that are in a good mood are advise to avoid reading. as for those who are not keen on living anymore. read on. lets break together. wth.

they say time will heal everything but will it? mayb it will but how long will it take? i wish i could just speed up the time so that i do not need to go through the process. let see how long i can keep myself busy before i really break. i think i should take up a hobby so that i can focus somewhere else. blogging isnt an option for me because this is where i write things and i tend to write wat i think. bad idea cos i might become more emo. i should do something that doesnt need any thinking. hmmm..let see..shopping?? nahhh...i think i will learn some skills or improve some of my weaknesses b4 i start my working life. yeah..that should be it. i should start reading.

stay happy with no future

or

not happy with unpredictable future

which one should i choose? tough one. can someone make me into an adult so that i know the right answer. or better still if someone could just kill me. (eh whoever kill me i m gonna haunt them for life. so stay away. hahahhahaa) so plz turn me into an adult. sad. -n-