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dear bloggie,

it's been a long time since i updated u. been very busy lately with tons of things to do but since i m a procrastinator, i will be super busier than anyone else.

been thinking a lot lately..

on money--> yeah..been thinking a LOT on money. the more i think about it, the more i want it. so kinda make me a greedy person. no wonder they say no money is ever enuf. when u have zero money, u work like a cow to become average. when u are average, u wants to be a millionaire and now that u are a millionaire u want to be a billionaire. like me, work like a cow but spend even faster than the time i din work. so i think its better for me to stay poor. no work means no money. no money means no spend. no spend means no tiredness.

on work--> work was fun at 1st. been getting good supervisors which is a really great thing. 1st time at work in hampden was between france and scotland. sold so much hotdog for the 1st time which was really a great achievement eventhough i did a couple of small mistake but i feel good. 2nd time at work was in ibrox if i was not mistaken. eventhough i could not work with any of my frens, i wasnt very scared as the supervisor is super good. the 1st thing i do there was fry burger meat and man~ it's fun cooking them. the way i cooked the burger meat, cincai..cos i have to see a printed photo of a burger meat colour which indicate the meat is cook and the colour is black. before i can wait the burger meat to be black its already burned. so i have to use my instinct instead and all i can say is i dont dare to eat the burger i make. hahaha.. the 3rd time was in celtic. get to work with jasmine and thats the best time because i get to bring lots of food back. hahaha 4th time i went was also in celtic. i wasnt assign to any kiosk at 1st which is kinda sad. i felt kinda left out cos as i know i told them that i wanna work quite early. if all the kiosk are full i might be send home. luckily the other company do not have enough people so i was assign to a kiosk under a supervisor which is not very good. i wasnt very experience as all this while i was working in small kiosk. this time its quite a big kiosk and sell lots of stuff. i am ade super sesat and the supervisor din tell me anything. i was freaking speechless when someone wanna buy a pie and i dun have any pie at my place. after we finish work, we have to sign out and i found out that the boss give more priority to the local people than us. this really makes me dun have the heart to work for them. my perspectives totally change. working is no longer fun anymore. now i work is just for the money. 5th time at work in ibrox. supervisor is really a fun person but the manager is not. i cant work with the people i wan to but the local people can request to change. damn unfair. anyway, working is really working. it's serious business. cant take it for granted. you know why, cos i haven't had enough sleep the day before and when i open the oven, i knock my collegue's head. damn stupid me and i think it's damn painful for her but she say's it ok. i feel really bad about it. anyway the next time i will be super careful. no more playing around.

on research project--> i know what i should do but i din do. haha.. yeah..i should read more journal but i am lazy. i should find out more information on the mechanism of contraction for guinea pig bladder but i am lazy. i shoud write my introduction but i dunno where to start or what to include. i know the things i should include but i dunno how much and how detail. i know i have to plan my experiment and do it fast without talking to ppl but at the end i still talk to people and i plan wrongly. well not really wrong just that i can do it my way but the supervisor wants his way so he's the boss. i just hope the next time my tissue is good one and everything will go smoothly.

on family--> wondering what's going on back home. is it still the same when i go back or things have change. 1 thing i know everyone is growing and learning as the days go by. my lil bro is already driving around in the lil kancil. his spm is coming up should be ok for him i guess since i m not around so no extra distraction. haha. my big bro..hmm i dunno what is going on with him..should be building up his secret career since no one knows what his position now. the last time i know he's the gm of some unknown company and that is i have to visit his terpencil office in kl to find out but that's history now cos he's into bottle industry now and i have no idea what he is doing. really!! if i ask i wouldnt understand either cos nowadays people tend to use complicated position name. my mum..hmm..should be as usual enjoying everyday doing things she loves but since we are all getting bigger ade, i know she feels a bit lonely. cant wait to get back home but another part of me says i m not ready to be home yet. hahaa.

kla..until here 1st..now my stomach is cramping and its damn irritating and painful. write next time..ciao~