no idea

today i have no idea what is going on. all i know is i woke up late and rush to pp3 lab to do the video thingy. my hair is in a mess and my brain wasn't even starting up yet. when i reach there, i found out that the topic is not only women's health but also skin disorder. panic like shit because i suck in skin disease since like back in DD3. i hate that topic eventhough it is interesting but skin disease is like so wide. the skin can have gazilion of different disease. eurghh!! luckily i have yee sian beside me. haha..so a bit of tuition from her and i think i am ready or NOT!! anyway everyone goes through smoothly in the videos but when it was my turn i was starting to panic again. damn sial la. so many things in my head. counsel, dispense, what disease, WWHAM question, yada yada yada. anyway when i went in the room, the tutor start to bla so many things to me. i tell u i have to pay like 101% concentration to really understand wat she is telling me. i cant really hear everything. i heard no itch, pain when urinate, frequent urinate but ntg come out. hmmm..jackpot must be cystitis. then i told her that and started to give the treatment which is drinks lots of fluid. then i dunno whether that is enough or not. so i started to tell her potassium citrate. and THEN she ask me how to take it. i have totally ZERO idea because i dont really do any preparation. i never even flip open the OTC medicine book before and there i have to find that drug in that book. panic sial. i flip flip flip and all i see is picture and words. lots of words.

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i started to flip slowly..and there!! i found it. *relief* *relief*. so out i go..everything is over. man~ i think i need to really prepare properly so that i dun do jatuh muka wan thing in the video in front of my groups.

eversince i come here, i really have no idea what is going on. the system here is really terrible. right now is study break and we still have classes during study break..apa ni..not break at all. i cant seems to study properly with classes in between. to make matter worse, the class is PP3 which means u have to prepare and do more reading. that makes me have lesser time to study my FMT..celaka la..this time i just have to pray everything will goes smoothly like it always do. it juz have to. if not i will have to pack my bag and get my ass back to m'sia. darn!!

okok..enuf on study and timetable and teribble system. cant wait for end of this month. will be going on some trips to highlands or mayb england. everything is not sure yet because havent really plan out properly. nothing is progressing. how i wish sometimes our m'sia money is bigger so that i do not need to think so much on budget. and how i wish i m some tycoon daughter and i can spend money like water..hahhaha..ok thats a bad habit..but that is not the issue right now. plan is easy but to take in budget and time then thats hard. i think when i go back m'sia i wanna plan readang straight away. who is interested?? hehehe.. it is like a must go destination as all my frens already step their foot there and i havent. lagging la wei. kla..lazy to blog ade..wanna go back to study ade..blog next time. ciao~