wat a week~

results is driving everyone nuts!! okay~ not everyone...at least it is for me..i dunno y they keep postponing it..it was suppose to come out on monday 10am..then it was postpone to weds 2pm..now it is postpone to next tuesday..argh!! wat is the uni doing man~ postponing like it was nobody biznes..ish ish..i m getting emotionally unstable here..waiting for the result is a killer..n now i have to wait more..

at 1st i wasnt scared and i still got a little tiny hope that i can pass all the subjects..but then after the 1st postpone..ppl are saying all sort of stuff behind the reason of postponing..n even the dean says it is the worst in imu history (read from elyne's blog)..sigh~ how can i stop my mind from thinking all the "wat if"s..haha..my confidence juz falls straight to zero..the day b4 result come out on weds, i couldnt sleep the whole night..i kinda sleep like 2 hours..n in that 2 hours i got nitemare..haha.. the dream was funny...its not about me failing or smthing like that..its about me dying..n my soul still can fly here n there..but its kinda scary..haha..i wake up scared..eventhough i m the one who died..i m scared of myself..me the ghost..hahaha..been having a lot of weird dreams lately..alien, ghost..etc etc all the dun exist stuffs..haha

anyway..i m not gonna make myself scared the day b4 release of result next tuesday..i m gonna think all the positive stuffs..haha..hope i can do it..eh..this doesnt mean i m not scared lar wei...n stop saying that i m super keng n i wont fail n all the craps..i m not ler..i'll be more annoyed than being console..hehehe..but i appreciates that u guys are trying to make me feel better..thanks a lot.. u oso know rite, when u r scared nothing will calm u down unless u let urself to..so all the craps not really important..doesnt makes any diff..but some really can make me feel better..thanks

ok..talking bout power..there's this mtv powerpack from digi..where u always see everywhere with utt and denise as their spokeperson..i m sure everyone saw it b4..cos utt is super lengchai..n u have no idea wat this powerpack thingy is all about n u dun even wanna know it bcos all u do is keep staring at utt's face..(like me last time) haha..then i tell u wat is it ler..see i so good~ digi boss must really thank me for advertising freely on my blog somemore..haha..okok..this powerpack thing is so cool because u can send free sms to 6 numbers..wah..more keng than hotlink u know..hotlink onli got activ5 which i dun even knows clearly wat the heck it was about haha..but u muz pay rm5 monthly to subscribe the powerpack..trust me it's worth it ler..cos u will send sms more than 5 bucks a month..and they offer a lot of cool stuffs somemore which i lazy to type ade..juz go to digi.com.my to check out urself..hahaha