fear..

this few days when i m at home..i observed a lot of stuff that ppl fear of..like yesterday, when my mum was cleaning the backyard..its been like 1 year we never open our backyard door to the kpg side..n guess wat my mum found..a pile of sampahs right behind our fence..a HUGE pile i mean..haha..not only my house but both of my neighbours too..i guess they too never open their backyard door for quite sometime..my mum super hate dirtyness n u can expect a volcano errupting..haha..she's super mad..she could go n pick fight with everyone in the neighbourhood who threw their sampahs behind our house..unfortunately we dunno who threw the sampahs..or they'll be dead meat..haha..u couldnt believe wat they throw..really over the limit i'm telling u..there's a car bumper (can u juz believe it??!!..its super huge..super uncivilized..arghh)..broken toilet seats, pipes, n more SAMPAHS..after the incidence..my mum had a nitemare..she dreamt that there are ppl chasing her from behind when she was cleaning the back yard..haha i guess she really has fear for dirtyness..or maybe dengue..haha

different ppl have fear of different things..n some stuffs are not even labeled scary for me but to others, it is a 'scary' thing..haha like cicaks for example..really an eye opener that it can be a phobia..i guess it all developed through bad experience on it..well for me i only fear of 2 things in life..1 is ghost..and another one is fear of losing a love one..i m super scared of ghost but that doesnt mean i dun like to watch ghost stories..i believe that all ghost stories are fake in the cinema (joss..brave a bit..they are fake anyway..they wont come to u..n if they do then u can cakap banyak with them wert..not that bad rite??)..haha..about the 2nd one, i've experience quite a number of times and i really dont like that kind of feelings at all..duh~ who like anyway..well..sometimes when u r comfortable with all u have, u might lose it all in a sec..i know that everything changes constantly..time, people, places..n we couldnt do anything to stop it..how i wish that time will stop n never move again that very moment of comfort..when u think u have it after so much effort u put into it, in the end u juz have to lose it no matter how tight u held it..isnt it such a pain..haha so i guess thats the two thing i m fear of the most..