anyone pick this up at mcd prangin yesterday..around 2pm smthing to 3pm..better surrender it lar..for ur own good man~..i m saving u..if not u'll get bad luck for 4 years u know..curse by the owner..wakaka..u can surrender it to the mcd manager or the cleaning guy or me or angeline..whoever lar..even the police oso can..after the police come after u ar..no turning back plak..wakaka..crapz..no worries ah phing..there's a thing call karma..(go to angeline page for full story..lazy to type)


yeah a free gift from the shop..my wan green colour..wakaka (ah phing mine nicer..blueks)

sometimes i wish that i could juz get lost in a deserted island where there's no one else but me..living with other ppl means there's rule and stuff..and we muz know how to take care of others feeling..mum was lecturing me bout something call obliging..who agree obliging is good..?? bad?? anyone?? on the fence??..i dunno..sometimes i think obliging means faking..to fake to not hurt someone which is not a bad thing to do..but sometimes u get so tired u dun even wanna fake anymore..u juz felt that 'watever lar, who cares anyway' ..ever had that kind of feelings? we cannot pleased everyone at the same time..there's gotta be someone who got hurt..n today someone juz pissed my mum off and..i m the one who's have to sit there and listen to her 'bla'ing nonstop..haiz~ i tell u..the way my mum start the topic is damn hard ler..have to think carefully b4 answering..if not..extra hours of lecturing...here's how it goes..

mum: u know that day at the floral festival ice cream guy..

me: yeah..wat about him?? (*selamba*)

mum: the ice cream he sell quite geli rite??

me: yeah..that's y din buy from him

mum: the way he dress so messy..u remember or not??

me: (*thinking..the guy muz have died or smthing*)

mum: even his hair all looks messy...

me: (*thinking..he muz be a millionaire or smthing)

mum: when u see him in like that wan condition u should know that u shouldnt but ice cream from him wert...

me: huh?? how i know..i tot all ice cream man dress like this wert..

mum: (*long lecture*)

after finish with this topic..

mum: if someone gives u something would u accept??

me: (*oh no..not another IQ question..*) er..c who lar..if stranger then i run as far as possible ler..

mum: no no..lets say ur aunt..

me: (*sense trouble*)hmm..er..see wat she gif lor..and i got use or not ler the thing

mum: no..u muz accept it..(*start her LONG story on wat happen that pissed my mum..followed by long lecture on obliging..dun even wanna recall it..*)

in situation like this..no matter wat i answer..correct or not..i still have to face the long lecture..something like let my mum lepas all the m16, atom (geram) on me..n me standing there without protection let her shoot freely..sigh..but nvm ler..as long as she vomit everthing out..then after that everything will be fine again..i dun have to see the black face wert..so better let her shoot..

talking bout taking cares of other ppl feelings..man~..if the same person kept lying to u not juz once but like SO many times u even lose count of it..will u still believe him/her?? forgive and forget..yeah rite..i've forgave and forgot..n get lied again and again..juz drive me nuts..u must be thinking that i m stupid or something..stupid??!! totally agree..but wat if the person really IS in trouble and needs help..so i guess it's better to get cheated over n over again then to lose a fren in that 1 time that u stop believing..agree?? or m i juz pure stupid..so i guess i will keep on believing eventhough i know i will get cheated..