a photo taken from my grandma's garden..a very big rose..real nice..

time..what is time?..is it changes? is it a measurement of phase? or is it just an illusion, something everyone make believe that it exist? as time flies by, everything around us changes..cell keeps on growing till its peak and die, puddle of water keeps on evaporating into the air till its all dried up, the sunshine will eventually sets..

Life is just like a flower. Bloomed, withered and died. All happen in a very short period of time. We cannot stop time or the changes it brings but the process and consequences of changes last forever in our mind, memories.

I just found out that Mr. Ong had passed away last month.He is officially my English tuition teacher in form 3 till form 5 but English tuition class was a mixed of 1 hour of crap, music and behavioral class and another hour for English. He is someone that teaches me what life is and of course what is music. His house is full of guitars, keyboards, piano and more (couldn't remember clearly but I know it is full of musical instruments). At that senior age (I know he's retired, but don't really exactly know how old he is), I just admire his passion for music. He even played in a band. I saw him playing the keyboard once, left my eyes and jaw wide open. Very cool. Someone you can talk to and be comfortable with. I have thought of finding him, dropping by the tuition centre and see how's everything. But now, there's no chance anymore. He's not there nor here or anywhere. I've never thought that I will lose anyone because in my memory, everything is static. I know time passes and I know I am growing but the thought of the older generation getting old and weaker day by day never exist in mind let alone die. Now I m left loss and disbelieve. How can someone so healthy and strong go so fast? He had left footprints in my life and the memories will forever be in my mind. May he rest in peace wherever he is.