tooo freee~

here i m again..guess i m still slacking around..deep shit..y can't i juz sit down n study??!!..the word 'study' dun even exist in my mind..man~~ really need to dicipline myself..okok..i m going to tell myself now..STUDY!! STUDY!! STUDY!!..m i studying now?? ..nope..looks like this is going nowhere..crapz~..neway..i m going back kl to study..dun care..right now, wat really matter is play..wakaka..nut case!!

time passes and a lot have change..ppl change, things change, roads change (again..nearly loss), etc ect..the things change around me really make me feel so distant..make me feel like a stranger to the things that i used to be so familiar with..so not me..ok crapz i m getting out of topic..wat i wanna say is that things in my house change again..in the very short period of time that i m not at home..fuh~ the pipes in the toilet change, the tabs in the kitchen change, my bolster missing, my 3 pillows on my bed become 1 pillow..there's so many thing..n i hate changes (not all lar) cos it means i have to do more work..like to find my missing bolster n 2 pillows, to learn how to use the pipes n stuff..but i juz realize that everything that changes in the house got its own reason..not for the sake of beautification (does this word exists..neway i dun care).. most of the stuff in my house are practical..they dun juz exist there with no purpose..so anyway its good to improve..juz dun improve so fast, that i cant catch up..cos i m not at home most of the time..n i need to learn a gazillion things the minute i step in the house..thats tiring~..keke

been driving around lately..n i think my driving skill improve..i think..i dun drive so aggresively like i used to..cos other ppl are driving more aggresive than i do..so i m not that bad..but i hate the way they drives..real no brainers..juz today..nearly got accident not juz 1 but i think like 4..cos ppl are coming out of junction like i m invisible or smthing..of cos i have to jammed on the brake as hard as i could..real shitty..how many times they have to make my adrenaline goes so high..muz have bribe the jpj tester to let them passed..@#$%$%#@&*#!!

neway..check out the midi..nice rite?? wanna put mp3 but dunno how..so i start with midi 1st..see i m learning step by step..wakaka..neway the current song is zombie by cranberries..nice..b4 this song i put mocking bird by eminem..but it really sound funny in midi..so decided to change..anyway there's a song by skye sweetnam..billy s..this song really explain my situation now..kekek really suit me..

Skye Sweetnam
Billy S.

Wake up tired, Monday mornings suck,
It's way too early to catch a bus,
Why conform without a fuss,
Daddy Daddy, no, I don't wanna go to school, woo!

I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!

Teachers treat us all like clones,
Sit up straight, take off your headphones,
I don't blame them, they get paid,
Money money, woo, lot's of money money, woo!

I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!

Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Get out, get out, get out, get out!
To skip or not to skip? that is the question.
Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out,
Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out!

I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!

I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!

Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!

Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out!

ppl go dl this song..very nice..~