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one word..TIRED~..extremely tired..tot of going back to pg on thurs will be great cos i get to spent more time at home but then turn out real bad..bad luck i may say..it all started after class..it was raining heavily n i hate rainy days..kekeeke anyway..found out din bring umbrella but then luckily get to sit car back to vista..nice..after that went down pudu raya..bought a cheap ticket at 4pm..tot i was lucky to get the ticket at a cheaper rate..n it is a 24 seater bus..ok..here comes all the bad luck..the bus arrive at 5pm..which make me wait for 1 long hour..damn frustrated..then as we all know..malaysian ppl (uncivilized) do not queue up when going up the bus..i cant believe i let an elderly uncle n aunty go up the bus 1st n i get scolded by the person behind me..which is quite young n strong..n there r ppl pushing here n there..come on..there r enuff seat in the bus..y rush..it wont make any difference if u go up 1st or not..really make me angry..got my seat n i think everything will go smoothly after that..how wrong m i..the driver dunno drive go where..to some old road then onli go out the highway..i also found out that the person sitting beside me is stoping in ipoh..n the person behind me is stoping in taiping..i was like damn..this is not an express bus..it stops so many places..argh..juz kill me..i was really having a terrible headache cos i dunno wether its lack of sleep or no sleep at all the last nite..really no mood..reach ipoh faster than i expected..juz after the toll the bus got stopped by some imigration officers..suddenly they wanna check ic..man~ the percentage of u siting in a bus n got stopped by imigration officers is like nearly 0%..stopped there like 30 min n more..really waste my time..found out that the bus have no license to carry passenger..n it got a rm 2000 saman..actually everything can be settle in 15 min or so..but the driver dunwan to pay the saman n they were arguing..till one of the passenger go n tell off the driver..yay~ salute to that guy..kekeke..it's very obvious who's wrong n right here..so juz pay ler..as if the driver have no money..he earn more than rm2000 a day..rm2000 is like drinking water to him..anyway..drop the ipohs' ppl..n before we can move 200m away from the bus station, at a traffic light junction..bang!! the bus hit a volvo..all the passenger in the bus was like 'wat now!!!'..settle the prob around 45 min or so..dun ask me how it settle..me not in the mood to know that time cos my head is killing me..i think it got saman by the police again..then we continue the journey..i wasnt suprise if the bus is going to stop halfway again..cos it stop too many time till it drains everyone mood away..n u know wat..it really stop halfway on the highway to stop another bus..call down all the pg island ppl to take that bus..real 'ma fan'..after that the rest of the journey was safe n smooth..thank god..

recently..realize that many ppl are growing up..suddenly everyone was at the turning point of being a young adult..no more teenager thinking..i tot i was the onli one having this kind of thinking..but then realize everyone is going tru it..sooner or later onli..ppl say that 19 years old is the most critical n fragile year of all ur life..if u live tru that year..u have no problem ade..u pass the turning point..ur mind has mature to be an adult..i know u muz think this is crap but at some point it is true..if u do a research on the dying cases of ppl either by commiting suicide, accident, murdered or anything..the percentage of 19 years old is quite high..everyone will go into a process of reflecting themselves n thinking wat they really wan in life..n wat they wanna improve in life..wat they wanna continue improving..the process of improving is a never ending process..sometimes one will think y they keep on wanna improve..its juz the need to survive..at a point of life..aren't we gonna get tired?? i think if we find our passion then we found the meaning of life..m i rite?? or maybe i m wrong..the search of who u really are..ur indentity that really belongs to u..that really come out from ur heart..thats the turning point..